I have been lining up all of my ducks. I am sooooo close to be ready to leave. I feel apprehensive like a racehorse approaching the starting gates. My pulse is quick, but my hand is steady. I hope to be out within the next month or two. I have readied all of my friends and many of my family members. Yet, he can sometimes get to me. He is pulling no punches with all of his psychological games....the swing of the pendulum is getting wider.......I'm getting nervous. I need some focus. Wish me luck.
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