I know I do need help. I don't seem to trust doctors at all. probley my persemtion. but I was looking in the phone book. and dang not to many . can anyone tell me what I might need. if you have read any of my post. I am sure you would agree. I am totaly messed up. I just need some one to hear what I have to say. and give me guidens. not drugs. wont do that. what could I look for? and can you tell me about what it might cost. it don't matter. just need to plan. cous when I do this I wont have any money of my own. he will stop that, just like he stoped my job. retireing and all. not my choice, but his. and it did feel good to not have to work anymore. but now , I am so tired. and hollow. and empty. how can I go and do the work I know how to do. when I am just , crazy. I really do need help. where do I start, and where do I go. I am trying so hard to get myself together. and that is probley emposabale under the stress I am in. I worked fo r30 years for my ranch, buy myself. and he has taken over. don't wont to lose it. but how do I get help without a job. and leave. start all over. that is alot of stress. sometimes I just don't know whitch side the stamp goes on. know what I mean.
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