Today is a horrible day for me and I just don't know what it going to take to make it better. I feel like the only way out of this awful mess is to end my life. I have a great support system and them help and listen as much as they can. However, no matter how much they talk it just doesn't seem to help. I have spent the entire day crying and just can't seem to pull myself together. I feel so empty inside and feel like I can't breathe. I have been receiving the silent treatment and dirty looks since last week Thursday. I am scared to go home due to never knowing what to expect. I pray for someone to come over so I don't have to deal with his rath. I feels so lonely and sad. I just feel like i have completely hit the bottom. I don't even know waht I am wanting to hear. I just hurt all over!!!!
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