he called again thru his dad and wants me to call him. i don't want to but i do...i know it is wrong but my heart feels like it is breaking and i am so angry i want to be heard by him. i want him to know how angry he has made me and how hurt i have been this week and i can't because he will say sorry excuse etc. and then what? i hate this but i feel so weak and afraid of what he will do or say if i don't call him. he has threatened to take my kids from me and has even tried to sue me for custody but didn't serve me correctly so judge threw it out of court. he tells everyone who will listen terrible things about me and i can't take it. i was doing so good the past couple of days....
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