So my fun loving Anthony is at it again. He keep s saying shit ti me that makes me feel like fucking shit!! Last night he called me and everyone I know trash because I was talking about how I used to like Jerry Springer. It was funny, come on now. But to straight up call me trash. Then he started saying how I don't live my own life and where would I be if my parents weren't there to help me. Telling me I'm not much of an adult cause I need financial help right now. If I don't showere in a day or whatever He tells me I stink. He continiously calls me a bitch, and a whore. He has no patience when Paige is crying. I'm so sick of it. I keep telling him he is destroying me but he thinks because he says shit like he's joking around that it's just fun and games. He doesn't know this really bothers me. He even had the nerve to tell me I was crazy...I don't know how others feel about this but that really hurts me cause I can't help it that people like him are a portion of the reason I'm like this. I just don't know what to do to get through to him, He's really hurting me. I've been through so much up and downs with him but he's all I got right now. I don't understand why someone who loves someone treats them like this.
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