I got beat really bad. It was supposed to be forever. he loves me so much but he beat my ass over thirty dollars.He's in jail now, i dont know how long. I didnt even press charges but all the police had to do is look at how bad i was beaten and they pressed all the charges. I threw up blood all night and its two days later and still every muscle in my body hurts so bad. Yet i still miss him. what is wrong with me? I dont know how i'm gonna go on without him.It even hurts to type because he put cigarettes out on my hands and yet i still love him. I dont even know if any of this makes sense. I'm so not in the right mind, i'm hurting so much. I just needed to vent a little i guess. My dad told me if i go back to him then my family is dead to me. I just cannot for the life of me understand how the love of my life could hurt me so bad because i couldnt find my purse to give him thirty dollars. I'm so confused.
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