TODAY THE FATHER OF MY UNBORN BABY TOLD ME THE TRUTH ABOUT HOW HE FEELS ABOUT ME....HE SAID THAT WHEN I TALK HE WANTS TO PULL HIS HAIR OUT,PUNCH ME IN THE FACE AND KILL HIMSELF,HE DOESNT COME HOME BECAUSE HE CANT STAND TO BE IN THE SAME ROOM AS ME,WITH OUT WANTING TO DO SOMTHING TO ME OR HIM SELF,HE SAYS THAT THE PAST 2 1/2 YEARS HE HAS BEEN WITH ME WERE A WAIST AND HE HATES THAT HE CANT GET THOSE BACK,IM ANNOYING,MY LAUGH THE SOUND OF MY VOICE THE WAY I EVEN LOOK WHEN IM ASLEEP....HE HATES IT ALL.I LEFT EVERYTHING FOR HIM.MY FAMILY MY HOME MY PAST...ALL GONE...BECAUSE I THOUGHT ALL I NEEDED WAS HIM.HIS LOVE THAT WAS GOOD ENOUGH TO MAKE IT...NOT FOR HIM I GUESS.HE HATES THAT HE GOT ME PREGNANT..SAYS THE ONLY THING WORSE IN THIS WORLD THEN BEING WITH ME IS HAVING ANOTHER LITTLE "FUCKER"JUST LIKE ME RUNNING AROUND TO RUIN THE REST OF HIS LIFE THAT I COULDNT DO MYSELF.IM TO UGLY FOR SOMONE ELSE TO WANT ME HE SAYS....AND IM TO PATHETIC FOR SOMONE TO PUT UP WITH....................HE DOESNT LOVE ME ANY MORE........................
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