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i am such a loser

dam, if it's not one thing, it's another with you. what are you asking for from any of us? You say all these hopeless depressed things and we give advice and then you don't listen at all and just keep feeling hopeless and horrible things keep happening and you say you want to drink and we say don't and you do what you want to do. Why even tell anyone then? why ask for support and advice when you don't listen to anything at all? I've seen so many of your posts and they're all the same. Get some help. If you don't get help then you don't want to get better, if you don't want to get better, then why do you keep asking and posting stuff about how horrible you feel? do something about it.

It's the ultimate poor me syndrome I swear! I'm nobody, I'm worthless, hopeless, useless, just want to die, escape, drink, I'm guilty and regret, nobody ever loved me, I'm garbage, and so on and on and on. Self pity will get you nowhere. do something about your situation and if you can't then get help from a professional. If you don't get help then suffer like you are. It's your choice. Everyone is trying to talk to you and help you and support you and all you do is say the same things over and over again. I don't know why anyone even bothers to say a damn thing to you anymore. It's beginning to seem like you're full of it or seeking attention or something. whatever. Have fun

dazyfire, I think your replies are hurtful and uncalled for. It's not easy to get out of an abusive situation NOR is it always easy to get help. Just because someone isn't getting help doesn't mean they don't want it or aren't trying.

I really think you need to think before you post dazyfire. what you said here was really hurtful.

I"m sorry I've just seen alot of her posts on different sites saying the same things over and over and I've tried to help alot and others have as well and it just gets really frustrating that she doesn't listen to anything and then seems there's always something else that comes up, she wants to get drunk or her ribs are broken or her baby died or she's nothing but garbage, it just goes on and on and on and she doesn't listen to anything so it's frustrating . sorry. she just keep feeling sorry for herself. I understand depression but she wont do anything at all about it.

Ill have you know that my baby died 4 years ago, im still grieving for her, and i keep posting for somewhere to turn, i have no where to turn, im just messed up and its hard to seek help i guess. im very comfused and stuff, but if this bothers people, im done posting. i really mean it. im sorry to annoy yous.

It's ok to ask for help and support but it doesn't seem like you are taking any advice you receive. You've posted alot tonight about how you're drinking and your ribs are broke and you feel bad about your baby and you want to die and so on. Get a grip girl. Drinking is not the answer. You're baby dieing wasn't your fault, your ribs wasn't your fault. But start making better choices or nothing is going to change. Get some professional help. You've said that you want to kill yourself too. People here have said alot to help but we really can't help you when you're so extrememly depressed and want to die and no matter what anyone says, you still want to die. You need to see a doctor. You've also said that you put yourself in the hospital recently but then checked yourself out because you couldn't take it. What? is this better? It hards to watch someone falling deeper into a hole and not being able to do a darn thing to help them and they keep asking and you keep giving advice and they just keep asking and saying how horrible things are but do nothing to make it better or to listen to what is being said. whatever, I wont respond anymore because I guess I'm a little moody today.

im sorry if i make it hard for others, i guess im just really messed up, most of the time when im on here im drunk, im just sorry to have hurt anyone. god bless you all

Pls stick with us roommate, it would mean a lot to me. We value you here.
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i'm sorry you have been through this. No one deserves to be treated like that. Don't let one person speak for this entire website.

Iagree with Dazyfire, you use up all the post space to non stop whine. Maybe you are reaping what you have sown!!!Try doing something other than obsessing about yourself!

Sorry for what he did. Try turning to God...and counseling.

Girlfriend, I've fallen into this trap also in the past. You need to get on with things. You have got to forgive yourself for the baby issue and don't let that man anywhere near you. Please, make an appt with a Dr. (psychiatrist) they can get you on meds to help and get you into some talk therapy and help you pull out of all of this. You have immobilized yourself and aren't moving on with your life. Noone is suffering but you and you can't pull yourself out of it. So, its time to get some intervention. Do it for yourself.

Actually I am very kind and understanding person. Just a little frustrated as is other people. I will not respond to her again. I have responded my share believe me. You can take over, that's all well and good.

f-off!!