I dated a man for about 2 years, and lived with him for 1 and a 1/2. He was emotionally and verbally abusive to me. It took every ounce of strength that I had, and a lot of support from family and friends, to end the relationship and ask him to move out. It's been about a month and a half since the relationship ended, and about 2 weeks since he has retreived the last of his belongings from my house. I thought it would end there. I still hear from him via text message and phone calls occasionally. I am having an extremely hard time with everything. I miss him terribly, and I'm starting to wonder if maybe I jumped the gun and should have given it one more try. Even though he promised a thousand time to change, and I know deep down he probably never would have. How do I get over my feelings? What do I do to move on?? My self respect and self esteem is shattered, and I'm depressed. I don't know what to do with myself anymore.
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