How do you let go of all the anger of the abuse you have had and forgive the abuser. How do you move on to not becoming them. I was abused for 16 years of my life by my mother. and It wouldnt I guess hurt so bad it I knew she was my real mom and not my adpoted mom. And I wish some one could answer me the question how come the other siblings dont get abused it was just me. why was I the black sheep. The abuse finally stopped almost 4 years ago. but I have never really come to terms with it. and because of the I am weak, I cant face my problems I cant handle confrontation. I have my faith but it only brougth me to my feet. But letting go is a different story. and man I have stories and stories of things that happend to me. and I guess I just dont want to admit it. and when ever I tell any one they dont belive me because my mother is such a repectiable person in the health care community. So what am I to do?
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