he has no friends other than me, nobody that cares about him, nobody that he can talk to. now that i've left i can see that he's beginning to realize that, but it is so hard for me to stand back and watch him hurt, no matter how much he has hurt me. it makes me want to go back to him, even though i know i can't. its so hard to stay away from him when i want so badly to help him. why am i feeling guilty for leaving a guy that spent the past 2 years screaming at me and controlling me?
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