I have had no contact with stbx for 17 months. Phone call came last week - ignored it. Have been doing well, but I notice that even though I am not terrified to my core when the phone rings anymore, I still feel fear bubbling inside at a low level. As I mentioned in a previous post, the phone call means nothing. Things are heating up divorce wise and really moving along ... the only thing he would be calling about is to wheel and deal/manipulate. So, I've been handling things o.k. and getting on in life, leaving things to my lawyer ... and yet ... deep down inside, I am still afraid to a point because I fear what he has in store for me next. I guess this is probably par for the course. But, if you can, a boost right now would sure be appreciated - I just can't afford to isolate and not voice my fear. Thank you.
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