really depressed.i know i told sum ppl not to kill themselves, so y am i on the verge to not following my own advice?i feel like theres nuthn to live for but at the same time, sumtins keepin me from doin it. all itl take is 1 little thing to send me over the edge, whichl most likely be my dad. u dont hav 2 read this. i feel like crap and all i do is complain.sry for wastin ur time.
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