What should I do? I am ashame to claim my family is my family because of the way they abuse me verbally. They can never say anything nice to me. If they say anything at all it is always abusive. They like to degrade me to make me feel like I am nothing. I always try to say nice things to them and be nice to them but I am getting to a point where I want nothing to do with them because they make me feel bad about myself. I almost want to start doing to them what they do to me but then I say to myself, no you would be like them. I try to make the best out of myself and the only thing I can come up with is they are jealous of me because I try to do my best. I never rub anything in their face about who I am or what I have done with myself but maybe they are jealous of seeing how my life is good. I just wish they would grow up and change themself to be nicer to me because I am to the point where I am going to disown them as my family.
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