Everyone hates me and I'm not even a teenager. I thought I was a basically good mum who stuffed up a few times but now have to face the fact that maybe I was emotionally abusive, dumped all my shit on my daughters, I'm alone because I'm a nasty bitch etc etc etc. Its true I snap sometimes and break off relationships with people who I feel are treating me badly and don't sometimes do it in a mature way, but I always loved my kids and fought to try and give them the best life I could despite what I was feeling and having no support or role models. I feel useless, pointless and evil. How do I keep going when I know what people really think about me, especially my own children?
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