Hi, i've been emotionaly abused since i was 5. I have huge abandonment issues. My father was the abuser, i hate him so much...i thought i was past hating him but it's on the days i feel depressed that it always comes back. I'm so angry that he did this to me. I hate him, how can i get past this?? Someone has to know how to help me...i've been in counseling, burried a 5 page letter out his grave, been praying, and i just don't know what to do anymore...i've had 20 years of abuse locked away inside and it's all coming out like a flood...just one big huge emotional overload, i feel like i'm going crazy...i'm in so much pain. Anyone know any way to help???
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