I'm not sure if this is what this community is about, but, it is causing emotional abuse in a way. It's messing me up mentally and I can't handle it sometimes. It's a boy. He doesn't mean to hurt me and he doesn't really know he is. He's my friend, but I'm madly in love with him. He knows this and he tells me he 'just wants to be friends.' He is a very good friend but I love him and everytime I get rejected I want to kill myself. I don't keep anything sharp in my room, because I'm afraid that I'll just do it. Going to therapy won't help. I hate shrinks and won't listen to them so it would just be money down the drain, but I'll trust the opinion of you guys, because you aren't getting paid to tell me what I want to hear.
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