please help me understand because im so inside i can't think straight. im new to this area.met this man, engaged in six months,married six months later,he's a retired homicide detective who bumped his vicodin addicition up to a percocet addiction that is escalating fast. when it started getting bad, i lost my job due to stress and he withdrew, i started having gran mal, tonic clonic convulsive seizures, my first one happened just as i put the car in gear. have no friends here to talk to. he verbally abuses me and tells me everything is my fault and makes me question my sanity. im never allowed to talk about me or my concerns or if something is bothering me. he belittles me and insults me daily, becomes violent if he is running out of pills, is nice for 3 days then evil for several days then withdrawal comes next and i can't work because i can't eat, sleep, i am threatened whenever i bring up his addiction. i want to go to his friend in the dea, but he threatens me if i do, but i can't take this emotional abuse, i'd rather be hit.it's killing me, i still have seizures and auras and sever head pain and i hate being alone. he isn't much help even when he's here. i swear he'd walk over my dead body for a percocet. my dr says it's a dissociative pseudo seizure, im not aware of it but still dangerous, is this still abuse? any advice? i can't live like this or let what he's doing to me ruin my health i dont know anymore.any advice is appreciated/thanks
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