Those of you who have heard my story know i was in an emotional abusive relationship and as of midnight last night I'm no longer attatched. I can not even get out of bed it hurts more than someone stabbing my heart. I feel like someone has taken away my happiness. Ive been crying and upset all day over this I know its for the best but it hurs so bad.. It hurts to even breath. I know many girls go through this and ive been through this whole break up thing before as well but this one was so differnt i still feel like i was the bad guy. I hurt him I couldnt make him happy. what could i have done to keep him around i miss him so much and i dont understand if hes mot the one for me than why cant i let go
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