I am standing at the edge. Ready to Jump. I don't think it phases him that is the one that has pushed me to this point. Tonight at dinner, he tells me that he does not support buying the Missionaries for our church a gift certificate to go buy food, which he has done many times in the past. I was shocked to hear that he didn't want to hear about it. His exact words. A simple " why has your opinion changed in the last month" turned into a " shut up Michelle... stop badgering me. Your annoying.. Stop!". All I wanted was a simple answer. We have it pretty good and all of a sudden my urge to reach out to people is something he wants nothing to do with. He even had the adacity to say he is a different person now and within the church it is discouraged ( which is a lie) but yet when he doesnt have time to make a dinner with the Elders cause he would rather go to hockey, he throw $50 their way and says take yourself out for dinner. Hes selfish and a hypocrite! Marriage councilling is just not working! To think it was only 6 months ago we said our vows and wow, was he ever sweet back then. Now he throws things and threatens to spray hair product in my face and then laughs about it. I hear how most guys beg for the girl back and express how sorry he is. No way. Not mine. He just is stuck in " his world". Not sure when hes gonna come back to earth but I'm not sure If I can wait around until he does.
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