I don't know what is going on with me. When i first got here less than 3 weeks ago i had all this energy to start healing. but this past week i can't seem to make any progress. I am reading my books and coming onto this site but i just feel feelingless. It scares me because i would rather be totally upset and off my rocker than feeling like a zombie. I don't know what is going on but it feels scary to me. Can anyone help?
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