married for five years and my whole family noticed, but I never did. I guess I'm emotionally Abused. According to my sister. My wife has the keenest way of telling me I'm stupid, dumb, inconsiderate. I feel anything I do is the wrong thing. I am scared to tell her the truth if I know she will not like it because she will get irate. I have never been able to say that another female might be attractive. In ten years I did it one time and occasionally she still brings it up about how mean that is to her to say someone else is attractive. I just know I cannot walk on eggshells the rest of my life and pretend to be happy. I am miserable!!! I know there's not a lot on here but I hope someone can get the general idea and offer some sort of advice.
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