i am at a stage now where i must deal with the truth or i may as well jump of a bridge. my family are of no use to me, theyre so unsupportive and negative, as if they just want me to fail. all my friendships / relationships are based on lies. i have noone. how do u deal with all this pain? how do you get the strength to go on...where is there any positive? how do you fill all these empty spaces and voids?
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