I live with the man I love. We dated for a year 5 years ago and have stayed friends the whole time. I know he loves me but think he's falling out of love for me. We fight all the time and he always tells me I ruin his day. He makes me feel like every time we fight it's my fault, and sometimes it it. I'm left feeling guilty for my actions even though I'm sick. I'm still in the process of finding the right doses of meds. He tells me no amount of medicine can help me, and ends the discussion saying he's gone as soon as our lease is up. Twice this year he's let me back to cutting, and yells at me for that too. How hard can I continue to let him talk to me like this?? There's so much more to this too, but I don't want to go there yet... Any ADVICE!!?
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