I feel like my past has come back to haunt me. My sister and I were abused as children and I never dealt with it. I always forgave. Both of my parents have now past and I now have alot of pent up anger for both of them. I am so frustrated. I have adhd anxiety and depression. My mother gave my sister drugs and she has biploar pdsd anxiety ocd I blame her for that. we are only 25 and I feel like we have no one. My mother commited suicide and her last words were I ruined her life. I did well for so long. I didnt even think about it. I feel so guilty watching my siter struggle. She is such a wonderful person and to think my mother gave her those drugs at such a young age, she stole her innocence!! I am just mad. I have a child of my own , and I can not understand how she could have been so selfish to do that to us.I am very confused at this point and dont know what to do.
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