So... I feel like an idiot I've been pushed to what I thought was my limit. I thought once he layed a hand on me it would have been the first and last time... but instead we went to counceling and I don't know why but I believe him and I believed him before, what makes it diffrent now... does it? I'm don't know if it's changed or if I'm still waiting for the honeymoon phase to end, and not only that can we ever get the trust back, will I ever mend my self esteem. Is it worth it to put myself at risk to only end up more destroyed if it's not going to get better.
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