So yesterday was a good day. For our anniversary (which was Friday but we didn't really get to celebrate it) my boyfriend got me some flowers. But last night I drank a lot of wine and I got emotional about really, really stupid things. I can't even remember what I said or what I did but I know I was being a brat. So we got in a big fight as I was leaving for a party at my friends. And then I realized I was being an idiot and I apologized. But he just told me I didn't mean it and I was a bitch and a brat etc. I kept apologizing and telling him I did mean it but he wouldn't accept my apology and just kept calling me names. So I went to the party and got REALLY stupid drunk. Now my head hurts and I'm angry at him for still verbally abusing him even after I showed humility. It's a bad morning and I just wanted to share.
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