I keep going back to him. I can't stop. I don't know what to do anymore. He's like some twisted addiction of mine. I made him move out of my house and get his own place. This was months ago, and for some reason I keep ending up right back in his arms despite everything he's put me through. Oh, he can be sweet, that's how I fell in love with him in the first place, and right now he's being the biggest sweetheart. But he also has a very very dark side. And an extremely frighting temper. I'm aware of all of this, I lived through it for 2 years. I know the cycles. He's sweet, loving, and kind for a few days to a week, then something irritates him and it's like the anger just builds until he finally erupts. Each time it happened it became more frighting and violent. I'm so frustrated with myself.
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