I have an AVO on my ex we have a child together the avo is ending at the start of next year Im so worried about it , its always in the back of my mind , Im worried because he will want to see our son and I dont trust him not after the things he has done to me ,hes threatened to kill me numerous times if I left him the last time we were together he strangled me until I gave up trying to breathe in front of our son he was arrested and got off with a $2000 dollar fine, its made me scared to start a new relationship and I just dont want him in our life anymore full stop I really wish he was dead sometimes so I wouldnt have to worry.......my son is confused he never mentions his father which is kinda good in a way but I wonder sometimes whether Im doing the right thing as Im scared he will want to see him when hes older and hate me for not letting him go see him but I only want to protect him I dont want to find out my son is dead after spending a weekend with him....he has a very short temper he is always right and your always wrong he just snaps, I seen him throw his dog at a brick wall because it was barking..god help him if he ever tries to hurt my son I will probably end up in jail....
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