When I am at work, with my family, or anywhere the boyfriend is not, I feel like a completely different person. I don't feel constantly on the defensive. I feel like I can be myself. Most would probably say that I am a happy person. This is why I wonder if anyone will believe me. I usually hide any sadness or frustration when I am away from him just because I don't want to feel it. That is becoming harder and harder, though.
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