I have been separated from stbx for about a year, I have gone to countless hours of therepy. I feel I am moving on with my life, despite all the fires stbx continues to try and ignite. I find myself recalling many things that were F'ed up that stbx did or said to me that I must have blocked out. Has anyone else experienced this? I dont know why now I am doing this. I just want the torment of all abusiveness from him to go away. Do I have to relive everything again to be free of these memories?
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