i was eating dinner this afternoon and my sister started saying she hated me and i told her to shut up and she started screaming at me and i got angry with her and smacked her on the mouth...to make a long story short my mom ended up calling me a fag,i called my mom a doucshe bag,and my dad ended up slapping across the face...now i just started going to church again because my church family and my parents wanted me 2,and after my dad smacked me across the face he said there is no point in me going to church.i'm hopeless and i'm never gonna change....this is just one situation of many that has happened in my house...there has been other times that were way worse...my dad hits me,he's threatened to kill me,he's banged my head against the floor and he has called me so many names that i can't keep up with them all....i just feel so helpless because i can't do anything to stop all this crap that is going on in my house...iv'e thuoght about suicide and i've almost attempted it before but for some reason i can't go through with it....i need help as soon as posible...
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