I'm on week 1 1/2 of NC. I was doing pretty well at first and now I think I'm facing a setback. I'm so angry at him. It hurts me sooo much to know that after 3 years of what I've been through (he even ruined a relationship I had with a new guy) for him he literally dropped me like a hot potato. And tried to do it over a text. And it's the 6th time he's done that. Now don't get me wrong, i KNOW it's my fault for going back to him, i KNOW that being angry at him is not going to help me and I need to focus on me. I guess what I want to hear right now is how did you guys deal with this and get over it? I literally sit at my desk hoping he's having a horrible day and fantasizing about how the day he'll see me out with another guy, bigger, stronger, better looking and smarter than him. I am fully aware that thinking about this is not going to help me. How long does this anger stage typically go on? Any stories from you guys? Advice? Like I said I know it's not helping. as long as I keep thinking about him I'm sure not helping myself. It's just THE hardest thing in the world to wrap my head around.. that i'm going through this much pain and he DOES NOT CARE.
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