where do i start, i have read some other discussions and alot realy hit home. like makeing me pick him or my mom&dad, not haveing any friends of my own and when we are with our friends i can't say one thing negitive about him, or he will say what your j--- bashing. i'm trying to tell a story to friends and he jumps in , hay i can tell it better and then tells the story. he treats me like a child, he blames it all on my drinking, that was the old me i have done so much changing for him, he hasn't changed onething for me. it's eather his way or no way. he will ask my openion but it's never taken. he says nothing is wrong with him it's all my falt, i'm the one takeing a handfull of pills everyday. everythig is always my falt and he will turn everything around so it seems like it is. onething realy different about other discussions then mine is the other men wont let them go. my husband threations me he's going to kick me out. he's makes sure what is said or done is perfectaly taken care of, it's his word agianst mine and hay who is anyone going beleive a perfect, sweet business owner or a drunk thats bipolar. what hurts the most is him ignoreing me acting like we did'n just have a fight and if i do fallow him into another room i am realy going to pay bigtime. he is realy smart and has never hit me but has come close, yelling nose to nose with me you f---- b---, sloppy drunk or and your flippen crazy. call the cops they will take you away to a looney hospital. i'm also not allowed to tuch him when he's sleeping, turn on the light, i roll over xtra careful because if i wake him up i will pay in someway. sorry this is so long i just wanted everyone to see some of the picture. could someone please respond, thanks LV500SL
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