Recently, my brother, sister and I started having memory flashes, dreams and anxiety problems. We live in 3 different states. There are long periods of time that we have blocked out, during which my brother went mute and I was shredding my face(at 8 years old) with my fingernails. My sister and I started doing some "family research" and through old letters and bits from our grandmother, we are coming up with a scary solution. We honestly are starting to believe that our mom tried to either kill us, or critically injure us. We have tried looking into old hospital records, DHS reports, etc. but the incidents are too old. I don't believe that mother had the syndrome where she hurts the children for attention (I cannot spell Muchauser, Munchaser.....) rather we were just not part of her plan. Mother is a sick, mean, selfish woman with zero empathy or compassion. Do I want to know the truth?? If yes, then how do I find the truth. The only one who could give us answers (Besides mother) is grandma, and she can no longer think well. Sometime I think that this is ludicrous, but there are so many signs, and this answer is the only one that fits all of the signs. I am afraid.
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