i am tired of people who are so quickly dismissive. "just leave him" they say. as if it were the clearest and easiest thing to do. although i know i'm in an abusive relationship he's also been the most supportive person i'd ever known. and i don't mean financially although he's helpful in that regard as well. i had never had a boyfriend before be so attentative and caring. selfless and affectionate. but then every now and again he gets restless and extremely jealous,for no apparent reason. he'll become someone i don't really recognize. one day he'll nurse me in my sickness with soup and home-made remedies and the next day he's hitting my head against the wall. how can one person be so different from moment to moment?
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