I feel like I'm on the verge of just LOSING it. I want to tear things apart, burn the bed my father used to rape me on to ashes. I feel like I"m about to pull my skin off. But I can't. I can't let my self do anything because It's less then two weeks till I get to move out of this hell hole. I'm supposed to leave on Aug. 10th to go move into my dorm room. I can't get sent to the psych ward (again) now. I'm also afraid if I acted out now it would hurt my case against my dad (currently in the investigation stage). I just don't know what to do!! It's too much being here. Help!!!!!!
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