She decided to leave but i don't want any misunderstandings. I will not be the victim anymore and take responsibility for all this. The fact that i got upset about her affairs-although they were just internet-is not unreasonable.i should be upset, ididnt yell or scream. i didnt call her names and treat her like crap. i just told her how it was making me feel like i was told to here. i did the right thing by speaking how i was feeling. that is not abuse. that is not something that i should feel ashamed for. i am not a horrible person for feeling this way. my past is my past and as much as i work to make the past the past and better myself it should not be used as a weapon to club me with everyday. i want to be happy too, not just being happy by trying to make her happy.
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