i try not to let my mom manipulate me, but it just gets so easy. i was really pissed off at her lecture cuz i was hungry and tired and i finally yelled at her and told her to stop being so mean and to just leave me alone.then i tuned her out--or atleast pretended to.she then proceeded to tell me how much i yell at her and how she lives in fear of me and i never do anything at all. she makes me feel like crap.then i started crying in anger and told her that atleast i was nicer than her and dad. she acted innocent and then threw last wknd's trip in my face and was like, "would a mean person take you on a college trip across the country(ga and ri--i live in ca)?then we went to the docs for my physical and i was so pissed at her while she was telling the doc how wrong i was about everythin i told her about my body. i yelled at my mom to go to the car(again--idk where this anger is coming from, i dont usually yell)and she asked me in front of the doc if i was bipolar, so i walked out of the room, and when the aptmt was done, my mom told me how embarrassed and horrified the doc was to be around me.idk what to do.i feel like im going insane!
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