my life is basically cosumes of non stop insults everywhere i go i cant handle it, at work, home whilst i drive i get awful i mean absolutly awful insults about my appearance i feel this is in comparison to hell i want to kill myself to put an end to it but i cant let my girlfriend down who has supported me through this i cant live with this horrible life today has been particularly horrible people are being extra mean for some reason i want something to happen to me so i can die i am praying for something to happen to me all being painless of course as i am a coward but my life has really been out of control now and i am not talking about a few insults here and there its all the time i dont know what to do i have had cosmetic surgery but nothing still same shit, wish people can leave me be.
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