OK sorry to do two posts in a row.. I just looked at his facebook (BAD move) and realized he took all his pictures off of him and I. And then put some really good looking picture of himself up (which he never does) . Now I'm panicking. Why would he take all of our pictures down? Just like that I'm deleted from his life? Does he not want other girls to see it because after 3 years of pictures with me it might ruin his game? This just ruined my day. I should probably de add him as a friend. I don't mean to overreact this just hurts so bad. To think he's just doing fine and dandy and he has literally put me through hell for the past three years. It's not just his facebook. It's everything. I just know he's probably so relieved and doing so much better without me since he dumped me. I gave him the companionship he needed til his friends came back and then he didn't need me anymore. And becuase of how many times I went back to him and what I put up with, he probably think's he's hot shit. He's probably getting girls left and right and just loves it . Everything I put into that relationship and gave to him he's going to just forget about??? And not care. Even though he's obviousy messed me up because he was abusive. It leaves him with everything and me with nothing. Does anybody have any encouraging words?
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