I've had a hard life. My mother was a drug addict and was in and out of mental hospitals and jail. My father is a former alcholic in whom I rarely see. My mother had died of a drug overdose last year. It was tragic and sudden, which made it even more difficult for me andmy family. I've always felt like it's my fault, becuase I wasn't living with her. She was only 43, and in my opinion, she was to young to die. And then 5 months after her death I was raped and molested by my cousin. When I told my aunt about it the next day, even though he told me not to, she was upset at him. I was taken to get a rape-kit done and everyhting was negative (thank god). But when the police asked him what happened, he said nothing. He, a year later, still refuses o tell anyone. He acts like it never happened. And then last Thanksgiving, he emotionally & physically abused me at my uaunts house. My aunt thinks it's because he 'likes' me. But I doubt it. And before you ask, I don't live with him. You see he lives with my other aunt. I live with a different aunt than the one he lives with. Anyway, now I'm terrified to see him. And I'm afraid of my family becuase of a trust issue. What he didn't to me has changed my life forever. And I often feel like I will never get better.
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