It had been 10 days and hadn't talked w him. I was doing so good. But on Monday I called him we just argued and he said we cannot talk or see each other and it is over. I found a new counselor in town instead of traveling and I really liked her and went yesterday. I was feeling so much better and hopeful. So after school I go to the YMCA after school like I always do and he knows that and he was there. I thought okay I am still going in I will just ignore him. So he was on his way out of the workout room checking out as I walked in. I walked right past him like he was invisible, put my towel on my machine, filled up my water bottle, and went to change. He always showers after he works out well not always but alot of the time. So I assume he did that because I finally saw him pull out of parking lot which seemed to take awhile. He could of went upstairs and ran if he saw me coming there and cut the workout room short idk. Anyway one man was there that bothered him and he just left. He had not been there when I was there for a good week or so. So tell me what he is pulling? Was that the only time he could of been or come there yesterday? My friend said he is still trying to prove a point and what a jerk he is? As I have told you he is a narcissist from my counselor's view and has verbally and emotionally abused me for almost a year now. I am just so happy with myself for not going up to him and trying to talk, asking him what he was doing there when he knows that is the time I go, or trying to call him when he left or went running after him. I just kept working out and thought bye bye. I went home ate dinner and graded papers and read my help books. I know I have to program myself that it doesn't matter what he is doing now though. But do I stay away completely from the YMCA if I see his car there or do I continue to be a big girl and just ignore him? I can imagine he is thinking that I am going at that time to hook up w the guy that bugged him or something in his head. Who cares though right go on w/ my life and that's what I am doing.
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