I have a heart condition. The jerk who I AM attached psychically is a street drug abuser. He is mostly gay but stays with women and eats their food and can have sex, moving on to another periodically. He was staying with me, and it always seems to happen; he comes over when hes worn out or tired. he is also60 years old. he plays people against me. he looks like the most reglar guy, and is smart. Well, he talks bad about me to everyone I know and hes good. I WORSHIP THE DEVIL, I HAVE an anti-social personality, actually his boyfriend, whom he gets his comfort and gives money to,is actually an anti-social personality, not lesving the house, just using the computer for sex games. the guy he likes gives this drug addict i am adicte to advice about me, how to put a wedge between me and them. he's good too. I KNOW I NEED HELP BUT DO I HAVE TO LOSE EVERYBODY? HE ALSO WANTS TO KNOW MY BUSINESS, COMPUTER PASSWORD, ID, ETC., ALONG WITH THE ANTI SOCIAL. THE MAN LIES LIKE A RUG. HE NEVER DOES ANYTHING WRONG. TODAY, THE WOMAN WHO SAYS SHES GETTING MARRIED TO HIM THAT I KNOW, SAID IT TO SOMEBODY ELSE AND HE TOLD ME. MY DOCTOR SAID TO ASK THE WOMAN IF IT WAS TRUE. SINCE SHE LIES TOO, BUT NOT AS MUCH AS HIM AND SHE DOES HAVE CO-DEPENDENDANCY ISSUES WITH HIM TOO, CALLED ME WHEN SHE SAW US AT A CHURCH DINNER YESTERDAY AND LEFT A MESSAGE. IT ALWAYS COMES AROUND WED OR THURS. "I DONT WANT YOUAT MY HOUSE, BECAUSE YOUR NOT A VERY NICE PERSON. YOU TALK BAD ABOUT ME. DONT COME OVER OR BOTHER ME." I HAVENT BOTHERED HER AND TOLD HER FRIEND TO TELL HER TO STOP CALLING ME. APPARENTLY SHE HAS MONEY AND HER OWN HOUSE AND I USE TO HAVE FUN GOING THERE, LOTS, OF COMPANY, NICE PEOPLE, BUT MENTALLY ILLSOME OF THEM.SHE HAS A LAWYER FOR HER HOUSE WHO IS GAY AND GOES OUT WITH THE GUY I TALK ABOUT. SO, I GET UPSET TODAY, CALL THE PHONE COMPANY TO MAKE PAYMENT ARANGEMENTS, AND HAVE TO PAY MY CAR INSURANCE NEXT WEEK. I WILL HAVE NO MONEY!IT IS USELESS TO ASK THE WOMAN WHO IS BOTHERING ME CALLING ME, AS SHE SAYS IT WILL INCREASE Y CO-DEPENDENCY ON HIM. RICH PEOPLE WONT HELP ME. THEY ARE A CLICK OF RICH ONES, THE DRUG ADDICT WHO I AM ADICTED TO HAS EVERYONE UNDER HIS WING. THEY ALL LIE AND FLUCTUATE BETWEEN TRUTH AND LIES. IF SHE WOULD TELL ME THE ARE ENGAGED, I WOULD LEAVE HIM ALONE, ORIT WOULD HELP. BUT THEY ALL LIE AND COVER UP, THINKING I WILL REPORT HER FOR RENTING ROOMS WITHOU A CO. SHE THINKS I WILL DO THIS. I DONT DO THINGS LIKE THIS. SO THEY THINK I AM THE BAD ONE. IF I DIDNT HAVE A PLAC TO STAY AND THE GUY SAID, TO HER KICK HER OUT, SHE WOULD. HE IS THE HUB OF THE PROBLEM, OR AM I.I FEEL HOPELESS. THIS IS A TRICK EVERY WED OR THURS. WHEN SHE CALLS, I GET UPSET AND KICK HIM OUT. THEN HE CAN GO TO HER. IF HE WANTED TO GO OUT, GO. WHY ARE THEY DOING THIS TO ME. I USEDE TO HAVE FRIENDS, NOW THIS GUY IS MAKING WOMAN ALL UPSET AND CRYING AND JEALOUS AND INFATUATED AND HES NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR A THING. YOU KNOW HOW DRUG ADDICTS ARE. THEY ARENT RESPONSIBLE. I AM SCARED AND ALONE. I FEEL SO HELPLESS. I AM SO DEPRESSED. HE WENT FULL CIRCLE WITH EVERY ONE I KNOW, AND BOUNCED ME OUT. A GOODLOOKING CHSRISMATC ONE WHO HIS BOYFRIEND,FORMALLY MY FRIEND, DUMPED FOR HIM. THEY ALL DO. AND I AM SCARED TO BE ALONE WITHTHIS BAD HEART. HELP!!!!!!!
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