I am new here, and I am very excited about being part of a support group. I have no one to talk to other than my therapist. My H is Prince Charming... He treats me like a queen... until he gets mad. Then NOTHING is sacred. When we have an "episode," I have a full-on PTSD panic attack with self injury. How can anyone who loves you witness this and NOT want to make it okay? He pushes me to near insanity, then says that HE doesn't deserve this sh*t. He blames me for sabotaging the relationship while I lay in the fetal position in the floor, completely destroyed. I am working on ways to not get sucked into his tyrades, because there is no hope of EVER winning one. Afterwards he says that it hurts *him* so deeply and cuts him to the core that I think he would ever do anything to purposefully hurt me. It is like living with Jekyl and Hyde.
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