my mom has been.. i dont know.. verbally, emotionally, abusive since i was little. she and my dad divorced when i was 8. but when i was even younger, my dad was gone on a ship alot [being in the navy] and this young couple came to help my mom take care of me and my 2 brothers. my mom would say "get your a$$ over here b!tch!" to me and then hug all over my little brother right in front of me. shes been that way ever since. she calls me "selfish b!tch" alll the time, one time took my meds [for depression] saying she was going to take them and kill herself. and one time i tried telling her how i felt and she called me stupid. its alot of things...but the thing is soon after shes 'mean' shes nice. example: tonight she asked me to clean and i was getting ready for bed. i told her "i just need to get in bed because its so late" and she kept arguing, and she goes "b!tch" and walks off. she said it like it was my own name. the tone of her voice. then i was laying in bed and she came in with my puppy all nice. im confused?? am i being paranoid or what?
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