Tomorrow is our 1 year anniversary. Last night he blew up...nothing physical..at least not directed toward me (the trash can got a pretty good beating). Last night he wanted me to "pack my shit and get the fuck out!" We're supposed to leave in the morning for Gatlinburg. He's calmed down now and apparently the plans are still on. But, to be honest, i'm a little nervous...what if he blows up while we're out of the state...? I think he has some kind of disorder that needs medication...we're going to counseling now, but we've only had 2 sessions so far so we haven't gotten to that yet. Even if he doesn't freak out, how am I supposed to enjoy the anniversary after all that just happened...not to mention, there is no apology..he thinks everything is my fault. Because he has agreed and is going to counseling, i'm still trying to work on the marriage. So, I'm not at the point that i'm ready to leave yet. I've learned to become very unemotional about the whole thing...I simply view him a person who is "ill" and needs help. So, i'm trying to do all I can to help him and save our marriage. But, in the meantime, i'm really sick of this crap.
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