I am scared of like everything, I am scared to leave my house for too long, and sometimes I am too scared to even leave at all. I just stay in my room, I don't like when I am alone at my house. I live with both my parents and 3 brothers. Like I said, I don't like to be alone in my house, but when I am home, I don't want to be around anyone, I just don't like it when I am the only one home. I feel like a big baby cuz I am 19 and get upset when my mom isn't around. When I was younger, I used to go out all the time and I was usually only home to sleep or shower or something. I also slept over a friends house a lot too. Now, I am scared to leave my house, scared to drive, scared to hang out with my friends. Does anyone have any advice? Thank you. ~Amanda
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