i'm beyond afraid i cry every day when we watch movies that have some one die when i tell him how much i love him when i write this when he tells me everything is ok after ive had something go wrong or had a bad day hes older than me and i'm so scared of being w/out him i dont want to think of that shit when o look at him i want to just think happy thought sometimes i think maybe i shouldnt love him maybe i should leave so it wont hurt as much it feels like it will be tomorrow or something what the hell is wrong with me
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