This Sunday, my boyfriend and I had to put our 5 mos. old puppy, Carter, to sleep. We watched him deteriorate very rapidly, from Saturday night. The emergency clinic found he was in acute kidney failure due to Parvo infection. I have intense feelings of guilt, because he was a couple weeks late for his puppy booster. I miss him so much my whole body aches and all I can do is cry and sleep. 5 months was not long enough for this perfect creature to live, I feel like all the joy from my life died with him. In addition, my boyfriend decided he couldn't sit through the euthanasia process and now he is feeling extreme guilt that he wasn't there and I don't know how to comfort him.
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